i'm unclean a libertine
it's so strange when a random person explains
the reason why i have so many problems with my health
by only casting a glance on me.
and it's also strange to hear that i'm absolutely tense
when i think that i'm absolutely relaxed.
but the strangest part is that i know why i feel like this
but i stubbornly keep closing my eyes willing whis feeling to go away.
sometimes i wonder, how long will it take before it snaps.
